I've recently gone through the same thing, and to be quite honest if you do still love her you're utterly fucked. Drop her like a ton of bricks and move on and you'll be miserable if your feelings are true. Stay with her and get that wonderful feeling of being cheated on over and over again because it WILL happen again. In my case it's led to working jobs seven days a week and staying drunk in between that and sleeping, so I hope you find a better solution than me.
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