Hey Augi, thanks
I must say I think your explanation of
A: is eloquent and it resonates with my own conclusions (I just need a little more practice to express myself after being a hermit for so long

).
I think I struggle with B: however. I agree with your concept, but like my communication, I feel I don't know how to express myself in my life. I'm thinking I haven't found my 'niche' yet so therefore I'm exploring other perspectives.
But I am pleased to have received your response!
Zeraph & asaris: I entirely agree with you on
B: , I think anyone will only do the best they can in any given moment and in thier life, but we all live in systems and are surrounded by people who seem to want to inflict their will or perspective on you. For some people they have a faith or religion that enables them to justify what they do and why they do it, and for the most part, it allows them to operate within these societies as a compromise type setup.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, can I get an expansion on B:, something more like
'How do we cope with the bit in the middle' according to your beliefs and perspectives?
(Please note I am a
Rookie, your patience would greatly be appreciated

)
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