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I really love sleeping with my SO...but lately I haven't been sleeping well, partly due to the fact that he pushes into me in bed (not onpurpose, just does it in his sleep...he has interesting night time habits lol), our cats sleeping on our bed, and the fact that I'm an extra-light sleeper. I never seem to get the right amount of sleep...feeling tired today. I think I'd probably benefit from sleeping on my own occasionally, even though I miss him when he's not in the bed with me. Sadly I sleep so badly generally that it seems I might need to start doing this to get some decent rest.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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