Sleeping
I never wished for this feeling when I asked to kiss your lips last evening
And if you’re mad try to understand that I had plans to leave you sleeping
A nervous wreck of complete unrest and both my head and chest were beating
Wondering whether or not to disturb your slumber or to JUST leave you sleeping
Having not chosen the latter I gathered the outcome was rather misleading
Ever since thinking rather than speaking I should have just left you sleeping
But alas I chose to act and though I’ve left intact it still feels very defeating
All I have is the simple fact that if I had any tact I’d have just left you sleeping
You deserved more than my stupidity and if I could do it differently believe me
But now I need your forgiveness for failing to witness that you were sleeping
We’ve spoke since then, with no mention, I question if you remeber an inkling
I can’t be sure for I got no yes or no you just ignored it and continued sleeping
It’s not love I know the difference more of a genuine intrest I found you pleasing
But if the interest was shared I doubt that then&there would’ve seen you sleeping
I’ve regret but I can’t pretend I’d of been content to lay and hear you breathing
But I’d hate to lose another friend wondering what could’ve been if I’d of just....
Thank you for reading.
Asta!!