|
I dont love any of my family, but I like my sister I guess, Im not close to her and dont feel very connected to her, but she's quite a nice person. I have a painful relationship with my mother and an ackward one with my father... I talk to him every other week, and we get on far better than when I was a child - I dont think I will ever forgive some things he did, but I can understand quite a lot about the place he was in - I dont think he is that bad of a person inside, and he has changed... but he wasnt that great a father growing up. And my mother occasionally... she has been quite ill the last 5 years (almost died a couple of times - by which I mean been resusitated in hospital when her heart stopped beating) and I try to, you know, make an effort - but its hard to spend that much time around her.
__________________
"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
|