I just got off the phone with her, and here's the deal.. she told me she still likes me, but doesn't want to continue anything, she wants to be just friends. so I said i was willing to be just friends, but if thats temporary, she said that she doesn't think it will be temporary. so i don't understand. she likes me yet she doesn't want to pursue it. she will possibly get back together with her boyfriend, and theres no way i could be freinds with her. the reason she doesn't want to be with me is because she doesn't want a relationship, and then she turns around and goes back together with her ex, thats total disregard for me, and i can't do it
she said that she doesn't want me to go, but if thats what will make me happy then fine, she wasn't fighting, she was accepting.
she keeps saying it's "bad timing" she just feels she has no other choice, she can't let go of her boyfriend, and i'm stuck in the middle of it all. sucked in with false hope because of her actions
so after an hour i was like ok i'm gonna go, she said we'll continue this conversation tomorrow, i said theres nothing to continue, will anything change? she said no. so i said alright, goodbye. she said call me tomorrow. i said no. she says bye mike
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rawr.
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