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Well so far in life (20 years old) I havn't found anyone I am comfortable hugging, when people touch me...its an odd feeling, but I just feel like a wild animal that wants to bolt. Though don't get me wrong, I can controll myself and havn't gone wild.
Even when I was younger hugging never really did much for me. Though when I was really really young, I think I enjoyed them from my mother.
This has nothing to do with what I consciencely think, like it seems to for maleficent, i.e. it's not from philosophical belief or what I value. I just get uncomfortable physically. Sort of tingley, with addrenaline, in other words the fight or flight response. Though when people do hug me I try to act normal because I still appreciate the sentiment.
Anyways, it sucks, I really feel like I'm missing out on a lot of love.
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