Kazic

This might come off as strange but I am tired of being in meaningless relationships. I was with a very special person and ever since I lost her and yes it was my fault. I have been trying to get to know the women I date rather than seeing how long it takes to sleep with them. So I decided to give up sex until I had fallen in love. In theory it seemed easy! I mean what could be better that falling in love?
Well apparently it offended a girl I was friends with. She wanted to start seeing each other again. And at first I was apprehensive simply because she was very upset at the reasons why we stopped seeing each other just over 6 months prior. She was a bit in a rush for things and I was still getting used to the idea of seeing her more often. I wanted to let things progress at a slower pace. She has a daughter with a previous boyfriend that she had no intentions of marrying. I guess it was a bit out my league to begin with.
As things went on I wanted to slow things down. She was telling me that her psychic had told her that she was going to be pregnant with her second child by Christmas and the man who would father it was me? She told me that her psychic was never wrong. And had successfully predicted her first daughter. She kept telling me how she had always wanted a son and it was going to be with me.
I was so put off that I told her that we were not going to be having sex, at this point we had only been together twice. She responded with telling me her mother was going to be very disappointed?
Again confusion sets in. What the hell does her mother have to do with this I am thinking!
Well tonight we were supposed to go this fundraiser at a nightclub. I know i don't like being around her when she is drunk for the simple reason that she gets this way. And I guess I wasn't wrong. She was grabbing me and trying to kiss me. I was very upfront without being hurtfull. I just kept saying lets just hold off on this until we see where its going. She originally was ok with this. then she pushed and pushed. She had way to many to drink and turned into a pretty grabby chic. she wanted to take my shirt off and was telling me she didn't want to push me into anything but her crush seemed to far out weight me no sex policy.
When I told her to quit it. She flipped and decided to drive home drunk. I said she was acting like a jerk and that driving home in this condition wasn't going to do anything to me but she could hurt herself or someone else! ( i am not a big fan of drunk driving) ontop of that its snowing like crazy and visibility is pretty low.
I just feel upset I guess at the reaction of this girl who is supposed to be my friend. Why the hell would a girl be offended that I don't want just have sex! and that I wanted to actually spend time getting to know her and see if things progress positively?

I mean I think I have more to offer than just sex!
You don't have to respond I just needed to get this out. I am tired and pissed off.
Tomorrow will be a very hard day at the gym I can tell you that much.

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"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man
affected us as kids,we'd all be running around in
darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening
to repetitive electronic music."
-Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc, 1989