Well, I spoe with him and we are both planning on going to Arizona this summer when our lease is up. But I want to get out their earlier for school and I really think I need some time on my own to sort of get myself together, if that makes sense. And then when our lease is up I'll come back out here and we'll move ourselves there and get our life together back on track... I know we will benefit from couples' counseling, but I think first I need to get myself out of this hole that I keep digging for myself.
I just feel more disgusted with myself, which I shouldn't, knowing some of the stuff that is looked at.
But I know we'll be okay. I just have to get myself in line.
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"Things can only get so bad before they have no choice but to get better.."
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Nitz Walsh : It's not fair God. Why am I still a virgin?........ Stupid gnome.
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