Lebell came to me almost 2 years ago from CO. I felt much like you -- and was a little embarassed about it because I told him when we first started chatting that I wanted nothing to do with a relationship. Anyway, turns out he felt the same intense attraction as I did. We've been married 9 months now and I'm 7 months pg! Life has interesting twist and turns! You'll be in my thoughts! Have fun and enjoy the "joy" of a "new found" relationship! 
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If you can go deeply into lovemaking, the ego disappears. That is the beauty of lovemaking, that it is another source of a glimpse of god
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