Sounds to me like being "legally bound" to attend AA is in the way of you getting what you could get out of it. You think you have different views on addiction, but you haven't noticed that EVERY drunk says that. You think you've got it beat, but it's still there around your neck, waiting for you to be weak enough it can bring you down.
Go talk about this at your next meeting. It'll do you good to get it out in the open.
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