I am sorry but from reading what you posted so far, you are just being too negative about the whole thing, many of us wake up that early to go to work and school and still have time for our men. It shouldn't be an excuse. I am not trying to jump at you, but I want you to know that satisfying someone in a relationship is a very important thing and especially when you say that you don't like sex atall, it's more than obvious that the problem comes from you and not him. Try something new, you don't want to have sex, it hurts and you don't want to do oral, it hurts your jaw, can you think of something else that can drive him wild? If you can, then do it, and if not, get comfortable and tell yourself that you want this and you will make it happen. The more you have doubts about it, the more it will be difficult for you. Also, was your sex drive always this way? Good luck with this.
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