I guess if you consider trying to kick the habit of "running away" is a bad habit, the answer to your question, seer666, is yes, I have and still do feel similar to how you're feeling right now. Throughout my life, I've always had a way of running away from my problems by either burying them or just not letting them bother me... now that I'm trying to deal with them, I feel like I'm finding out A LOT about myself and a lot of things I'd like to change too. It's been hard to look at myself and really see who I am. I really am proud of you for trying to quit something that is so natural to you. Good luck!
How do you feel about all your self realizations?
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