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sorry its been a while but here is anothe one
Decent into Insanity
I leave myself open to you
Awaiting your lowly beck and call
Feeling as I have not sense before
Wondering what I can do to make you even see me at all
The pain of thinking about you can be so much
I want to go away, hide and never be seen again
To pull the veil of dark over my eyes and for light to never shine
My road forever short lived, the veil ever so thick
My mind knows what to feel
My soul controls my mind
I cut open my innards just to stop feeling
I long to be comfortable, but will always be alone
Forever like the bird of death
Mysterious and misunderstood
Always soaring along
Coloured black to disappear without a trace
Sliding down to hell
All I want is to love you
Sliding down to hell
The love I seek is a love hat doesn’t exist
Hollow inside
An empty vessel left without a carrier
Hitting rock bottom to know who I am
Rotting like a carcass with only my soul to carry on
I feel myself deteriorate
Now knowing which person I am
Disappearing into one and hating the other
Not knowing the person I am
Im wanting to die
To wash my hands of this being
Let my soul start over again
Let it be who I can be
The loss of my life is scary to me
So foreign yet so welcoming at the same time
I still feel so empty
I still search for the love of you
MARVIN DRAKE 2005
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A stranger is just a friend you havent met yet.
Impostor of the imposturous
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