Got sent to LaSalle institute for 8th and 9th grade as I was doing nothing in school. Parents figure military school would motivate me. Met a brother there, Brother Steve, he ran the school bookstore, and taught the dumb math class to the really dumb kids
anywho, I reminded him of a friend of his who passed several years prior to my arrival, the friends last name was ziadel.
so he called me ziadel.
the name kinda came to represent almost a split personality with me, I was a very different person when I was at LaSalle, I hated the stupid place, was pissed off constantly and just wanted to generally cause hurt to almost everyone in the place when I was there. I came to realize later on in life, that rage like that, while really unhealthy was a great motivating force.
so I keep the name to inspire myself, to recapture the drive.