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On being a fuck-up and trying to change
Alright, I am a lazy fuck-up. I'm messy, disorganized and sloppy. Worst of all -I procrastinate to the point that things can get really bad before I try to do any thing about it. Sometimes it's too late at that point.
I also rely too much on others to tolerate my fuck-ups. My boss is one who hasn't really tolerated it. I work for myself but his success is partially based on mine. He has believed in me up to this point. I need to change.
The problem is that I'm an old dog and it's really easy to talk about learning new tricks. I have a scheduler and I have trouble keeping to my schedule. When I'm supposed to do something I end up doing something else entirely.
Like I said, I need to change.
Someone said that it takes about 21 days of doing something repeatedly before it becomes a daily habit. Has anyone successfully changed like this? I need like a total change soon or I'm toast.
Right now I feel like I am my own worst enemy. This is not a good feeling.
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