I have thought of the idea of suicide many times. I come from a family of strict parents who always think of money...and cleanliness. Strange, ain't it? Well, I'd always get yelled at everytime I see my mother...FOR NO REASON! My mother is crazy and needs help. I've told very few people about this, but i am telling you guys. My sister would always tell me to ignore them, which i usually do. I'd turn off my mind somehow, just make my mind blank or stare into outer space. There have also been times when I would either want to attack them or kill myself. It's just frustrating when this has been happening all your life and has not even stopped yet. What did I do to deserve this? If you guys have any suggestions, they would be greatly appreciated.
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