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I suffer from depression on a daily basis. Yes, I'm taking medication for it. Yes, it dulls the desire to kill myself. Could I kill myself? I don't know, maybe. My depression/manic-depression is caused by a chemical imbalance in my brain..."Insane in the membrane, insane in the brain!"
I get overcome with deep sadness quite frequently and think about ending my life. I don't because it'll screw up my wife and kids. Other folks don't have that net to fall back on. Do I feel sorry for people who kill themselves? HELL YES! A lot of it is out of their control. Yes, they should seek help, yes they should talk to someone, yes they should get on meds, but, it doesn't always work. I'm a firm believer that I killed myself in my previous life. I'm here to suck it up and make it through. I don't know if I'll be able to do that, but, it's my assignment in this life, to make it through. People who kill themselves are cheating themselves and the others around them from a full life. I feel sorry for them.
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