Amnesia620

It hurts. It's something that a lot of people still on this earth don't and can't understand. We're not meant to. Those who can explain what kind of feelings (pain) or thoughts it takes have taken their own life; unable to explain because they are dead. Those on the other side all know why, some may even wish they hadn't...and others are satisfied that they did.

I could never go as far as to end my own life, I'm too anal to leave the details in others hands - my ghost would be standing by, bitching constantly, about the way everyone was doing things wrong or half-assed; I could never leave my ferrets, they love and depend on me so much...on a deeper note, I love the people in my life and I have less than 13 years to go before I get to see my son, again, and I've gone this far, why give up now?

My general answer is usually that I'm way too curious as to what tomorrow brings and I have a deep inner knowledge that tomorrow will be better than the present day. It's sad to think that there are others out there that aren't intuned to themselves well-enough to know this or through their "pain" have forgotten this.

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For example, I find that a lot of college girls are barbie doll carbon copies with few differences...Sadly, they're dumb, ditzy, immature, snotty, fake, or they are the gravitational center to orbiting drama. - Amnesia620