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I learned today that sometimes you don't know yourself as well as you think you do. I spent 1 1/2 years as a single woman so that I could learn who I am and what I like/dislike about myself, etc. It was life-changing.
My original intentions were to be able to have a better, deeper, more rewarding relationship with my next boyfriend. You know, good intentions pave the road to Hell. Everytime.
The relationship I got in after my 1 1/2 year "sabbatical" was one I wouldn't normally bother with - he's lazy, doesn't have a sex drive - with me or anyone else, irresponsible and disrespectful. He doesn't know how to, nor does he like to, communicate. It's just over 18 months in length and it continually fails to improve.
Today I learned that I need to get away and become stronger with and without a significant other. I must learn to remain individual within relationships...I don't want to "inherit" any bad habits.
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For example, I find that a lot of college girls are barbie doll carbon copies with few differences...Sadly, they're dumb, ditzy, immature, snotty, fake, or they are the gravitational center to orbiting drama. - Amnesia620
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