You're from Edinburg? I'm originally from Mission! How about that? RGV baby!
Anyway, you saying you don't feel good enough is an issue you have within yourself. Only you are going to be able to change this (although I'm sure your b/f can help). When he said he wasn't normally attracted to your body, did he just happen to mention it, or did he say it in a mean way? Obviously if he's been with you for a year, there's something there. If you don't feel very good about yourself, then you tend to think that everyone else around you feels the same way. You should do some searches on here about porn. There's been a few threads about ladies trying to deal with their porn lovin' SOs.
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