I would say keep looking at jobs in Ottawa. If it's your dream, go for it. It seems you really want to do this, but you're afraid of failing while there. Contact your family in Ottawa, and ask if there would be anyway you could stay with them for a little while again, and search for a good job while with them. Then look at getting out on your own or with a roommate (one of those friends you were talking about). About the girlfriend, you've been dating her for a month, like you said. It's not too serious. However, in April, you never know (like you said), and she may be willing to come with you for the adventure.
Take a chance if it's really your thing. You may regret just laying about in Nova Scotia when you really want to be in Ottawa.
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