You have to understand- you owe her NOTHING. You have given far more than you owed, or that she needed or deserved, She is taking advantage of you and abusing you emotionally. You are a good person for caring about her son, and of course you want resolution, but it isn't coming. The truth is that she has manipulated you, taken advantage of you and abused you. Take her off the buddylist, get call waiting and don't answer her calls. You don't need her to acknowledge how you feel for it to be "ok", you owe her nothing. Time to move on, and stop letting the bitch hurt and use you. Everyone has their own issues, it is her responsibility for fucking you over. No guilt, no remorse, no hesitation. Just blow her off and forget her. Give her her stuff, and never talk to her again. That said, it might help you to find someone to talk to, if you don't have any close friends where you are, maybe a counselor could give you some emotional support in this. You've been put in a totally unfair situation, that is not in your control to change. Let it go, and best wishes.
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