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Originally Posted by Vincentt
Quick intro:
A few years back I had a bad breakup. I was already unhappy with most things in my life, and the break up dropped me even lower. After a little bit of self-hate I knew, I had to do something.
I wanted to do all the things I wished I could do. I did all the things I had always wanted to do. Learned to play guitar, studied Japanese, started a club, martial arts, worked on my health, become very extroverted.
My largest goal was to go study abroad in Japan. I have worked as this for quite some time now, studying the language working through the paper work nightmares of Education Abroad Office. In the end, I was accepted and on April 3ed, I will leave America for one year to study in Tokyo, Japan.
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Going only on what you wrote, I'd say that mostly everything you've been doing was geared towards getting accepted to study in Japan. Now that you have been, you are let down & have doubts. That is not an uncommon reaction to achieving a specific goal. It is also called "Buyer's Remorse", "Banging the prom queen" and "Now what?". It's transitory too. April is a ways away. As it gets closer, you'll snap back to where you were.
Congratulations on a very respectable accompishment too!
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