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I guess what I did was wrong...but I never could have thought this would happen. Am I still wicked even if I didn't want this to happen? If I wish I had never done it? Well why not...I knew what I was doing was wrong. It was the kind of thing that you do even though you know you shouldn't, only because you know no one will ever find out...like when I wipe my boogers under mommy's car seat while she isn't looking. But they will find out. What can I do? I can sneak into mommy's car and scrape them all off, so no proof is left...but if I flush Goldy-Locks down the toilet, that's only more proof. If I put her back in, and pretend like I didn't notice that she stopped swimming and started floating, would that work? What do I mean work? Nothing will work, she is dead, and it's my fault. Am I worried about being yelled at? There's nothing they can tell me that I haven't already discovered.
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If you cant tell, the emotion is guilt. not sure how good that is, it was pretty hard to try to do guilt from a 5 y.o.'s perspective. Pretty hard to write without big words too.
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