I was in a relationship like yours at one point. I felt exactly the same way you did. I actually cried at work when I read your story - I try not to even think about those times these days.
I want to tell you something though - four and a half years later, I am happily married to a wonderful woman and may be starting a little family soon. Shake off what she's done for you ASAP. My ex still affects me even though I haven't had contact with her in years.
The psychological scars she left run deep and I thank God every day for my wife who is so patient with me.
You have tough times ahead. Be strong. PM me if you would like to chat with someone who's been through this.
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