Believe me, I know how you feel. When my grandpa was killed, and my grandma seriously injured in a car accident last year, I didn't cry at all when I found out, it was just like I stopped feeling. My mother was also a wreck, and I did everything possible to comfort her.
The tears did not stay away forever though, at the cemetery when the honor guard played "Taps" (my grandpa was in the army during WWII), I just broke down.
You have my deepest condolences, and know that anytime you need to talk, the people here at TFP are more than willing to listen.
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