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So, all throughout high school I was never really motivated. People asked me what I wanted to do for a job and I never had a clue.

I'm now a french major in college and I still don't have a clue what to do. Everyday I see myself doing something different. One day it's a graphic designer, one day it's a translator, one day it's a teacher, etc etc - it's ever changing.

I'm scared that the future only holds monotony for me. The monotony of waking up every weekday morning and going to the same old job that I don't enjoy. Even if I do slightly enjoy it, it will still get monotonous and it's that monotony that I hate so much.

Someone please, PLEASE say something to give me a better outlook (without making life seem like too much of a fantasy) so I can muster some more motivation.

-The person whose motivation is almost gone

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