NotMVH

I by no means stated that doing anything is pointless. I truely see this existance as being our own. Everything external is perceived in an individual context of our seperate reality. We share that divide, what I do is of great importance to myself and my reality but of little concequence to what exists beyond that.

Everyday I work towards making my life better. I am just existing but by no means am I satisfied by where I am right now, why would I be? It is not what I have choosen for myself so I feel compelled to take action and create the life I want.

I accept that I live in this world I have little power over but I do have the ultimate power over myself: my thoughts, emotions and actions. If I don't like something I change it, if it doesn't feel right I leave it and if it can be done, I do it. I think captialism is great and has become part of how I live, what I can and can't do. Where I can and can't go. Even how I feel and how each day comes together. Freedom to me is capital and I want alot of it, more then that I take all those ambitions and turn them into an organized plan and work towards making it happen. It feels great. I am not complacent but I relize that no matter how much I make, what I own and what I can own, I am still just existing: eating, cooking, cleaning, driving, yelling, working...