A lot of us seem to be in the same book, where the 'hunt' took a long time, and the 'catch' were rare, (we're not all great hunters, myself included) so when we finally caught our trophy buck/doe we learned to be content. Myself, I spent far too long fantasing about the perfect mate and waiting for a committed relationship when I was single. So I don't want to go back to that. I'm perfectly happy in my marriage and don't want anything or anyone else. Yes, there are times when I think 'man it would be nice to tap that 19 year old' but I know in reality it would never happen, or if it ever did happen I would ruin my current state of realized happiness for perceived fictional happiness. Not worth it.
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I have faith in a few things - divinity and grace
But even when I'm on my knees I know the devil preys
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