Sorry to hear about your unfortunate news - feeling like you are lost after you had so much direction is not fun...
You've got one really great asset - a demonstrated abilty to kick ass at things you are passionate about. This leads me to believe that even though you aren't 100% sure of your direction in life, you've certainly got the tools to get somewhere good.
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Cogito ergo spud -- I think, therefore I yam
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