It's not like it's going to happen again is it? I mean is she likely to fall asleep with this guy around any time in the future?
Also, the tirade you made about punishment and being loved and feared and all that made you sound a little creepy. Maybe you are taking this a little too seriously, it sounds like maybe your feelings are stronger, or you are more caught up in them than might be appropriate. Would you like for you and this girl to be more than friends? Perhaps some of your desire to punish is repressed jealousy that's finding an alternate release.
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