lol, that would be amazing.... I can dream I guess...
This past week since most of my buddies are out of town over break I've kind of had a change happen I think. After that tsunami I took a look at myself moping around feeling all shitty about my life and realized how lucky I am to have all that I do in my life.
I have friends who care about me (even though sometimes some of them are bitches they still care about me)
I have a mom and dad who love me
I have two little brothers who look up to me
I have aunts, uncles, little cousins, and grandparents who love me and are always interested in what I'm doing
I have good grades, good test scores, and a promising future and I'll probably end up at a really good college
I have a home
I have a dog and a cat who come say hi when I come home (no matter how annoying it is...)
There's always food (good food) in the pantry and fridge
I have clothes that I like
Mom does my laundry
I can play the guitar and I love it
Yeah, so even though my friends can be dicks sometimes, and even though I can't go to London for a week, I am quite fortunate to have all that I do have. I was being stupid for letting them get to me like they did. I hope when they get back tomorrow night we can start things again, only better this time. I know I miss them a lot. There's only 8 months until I leave these guys for the rest of my life so we might as well make the best of it....
PArTy!!!!111!!!!!!!!
GeT tHE KEG DUdE@!!@!11
heh, just kidding. altough a few of those would be alright