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Originally posted by rogue49
Do yourself a favor, take the pain,
And focus it elsewhere.
Take your love & generosity,
And focus it elsewhere.
You deserve to be treated better,
and there is no need to prove your pain.
Just Heal.
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Absolutely most well-put summation.
Go out and treat yourself to a nice meal at a nice restaurant you enjoy. Bring someone with you if you can. EAT. ACTUALLY EAT. Even if you don't finish, leave room for dessert. Get a nice, rich dessert, something indulgent you enjoy but rarely get.If you keep up this 'no eating' thing, you're going to make yourself sick, and your motivation will get smaller and lag time worsen.
FORCE- not try- FORCE yourself to go see a movie, go buy some new threads, hang out with friends, go to the mall, whatever it is you used to do that made you happy. The busier the activity, the better, the more people involved, the better. Make it a "make myself happy" adventure, and see how many cool things you can do in one day you never have time for.
Your wounds will heal. Only time will do it. Stop thinking of ways to speed it up, there aren't any, and you only prolong the pain by thinking about it. Play some video games if you're into them, or start up a hobby.
Good luck, and keep her as far away from you as possible.