Cervantes

For a while now, actually several nights in a row, I have dreamed about being a woman. I know it may sound ridiculous but it is freaking me out.
I'm as attached to my bald soldier as any average guy but for some reason my dreams make me live through whole nights making me think that he's gone or has never been there in the first place.

On several occations I have woken up because of the dreams got to freaky, mostly when some guy is about to stick their weener in me. On other occations I have a wonderfull time engaging in erotic play with other females.

Sure, I've wonderd what it would be like to be female and even tried to imagine what it would be like, but I've never wanted to switch, I enjoy being male and all the things that goes with it.

Why is this so scay you ask?
The reason it is so scary is because it keeps comming up as a general theme of my dreams and I can't understand why. The fact that in at about half of the dreams a male is about to have sex with me makes me wake up with a punding heart, all coverd in sweat and a state of mind that is very close to pure panic. I don't concider myself homophobic it is just that for me having sex with another man feels wrong and untrue to the alignment my sexual preference leans twoard.

My SO isn't much help, she just laughs at me and says it's only dreams but it still worries me because they keep occuring..

Anyone have any thoughts on this? Is ther anyithing I can do to stop these dreams?

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