Hey Friend,
I don't make light of your situation when I say I know how you feel. Myself I've been at the end of my rope for a while now. Financially I'm drowning. Today my last day working at my 1rst of two jobs. After Christmas I have to find a night job. There is no guarantee that with these two jobs that I will be able to make ends meet. My wife stays at home with our 13 month old. I have a mortgage and a 11 year old car that is dying as I type. I've been relying on charity and handouts to pay bills.
And yet each day comes and goes. No matter what, as long as you tackle things one day at a time you'll be okay. "Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will take care of itself"
Going through these difficult times really sucks. It makes me feel like saying 'character building my ass!' I have enough character. What I'd love is some stability. But stressing about things and worrying has not improved my situation at all ever. So there's no real point.
In closing, the words of Bob Marley
"I say don't worry about a thing, cause every little thing is gonna be alright."
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I have faith in a few things - divinity and grace
But even when I'm on my knees I know the devil preys
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