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When I was pretty young, maybe 10 or so I talked my cousin into showing me his pecker (he was probaly 8ish). I was just curious and he was convenient. It wasn't a sexual thing, but I still feel really guilty about it and wonder if I didn't fuck him up. I get uncomfortable around him sometimes if I suddenly remember it. I've thought for years I should privately talk to him about it just to see if it scarred him or something. But I'm too chicken, cuz what if he doesn't even remember it?
Sorry, was that too OT?
OK, well OT: I had a dream a few years ago that I had sex with my dad. I was totally freaked out and it scarred me for life.
I did have a mega crush on an older cousin for a long time when I was a kid but I never actually fantasized about having sex with him. I just really admired him and thought he was cute.
... and I'm spent!
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Thought for the day: Men are like fine wine. They start out as grapes, and it's up to the women to stomp the crap out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
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