You learned something. In my personal opinion, sex you have to pay for isn't worth anything. Put another way, it's a shame some peoples' lives are so screwed up that they have to make a living selling their bodies on the street; but the question is, why would anyone want to have sex with somebody who's so screwed up and probably by now has an extremely low opinion of men in general? You put her in control, and you saw what happened.
As for the cheat/no cheat thing; that's your business. I admire openness, in relationships and otherwise. But in the spirit of openness, do not fail to share your experience with your partner and explain your motivation.
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