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Old 12-12-2004, 03:45 AM   #3 (permalink)
K-Wise
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They have a million stories they use...for instance I don't know how to drive..who's fault is this? MINE! Can you believe it?! My mom especially tells me "You need to learn how to drive." Great fuckin idea mom! I'll get right on that. My dads excuse he has is "No one ever taught me how to drive..I stole my mothers car." And I'm like "So are you telling me to steal the fucking car??!!" My sisters had to learn from someone else, or teach themselves...both have now offered to teach me over the summer out of pitty for me. My parents want me to get a job...my dad moved me a whole 10 miles outside of the nearest town where I possibly could find work..I'd need a car to get a job but they certainly wouldn't buy me one..So I'd need a job to get a car..Do you see how torn I am? And yes they claim they'll take me to and from work but thats bullshit...the last job I had in the last town we lived in I was only a few blocks from work and I still couldn't count on them to give me a ride...more than half the time I had to walk to work sometimes even literally run to work because I was expecting a ride I didn't get...they were off in Dallas eating at a resturant or something...they made me get a job then complained that they had to take me to and from it. I never got a ride home I always walked I didn't feel like sitting around waiting for them to get there for an hour when I could walk home in like 10 to 15 minutes. When I had to count on my dad to take me he'd actually make me do stuff around the house before he'd take me to work purposely knowing I was already going to be late if we didn't hurry. Couldn't get mad at him though...then I'd be in trouble. He thought it was so fuckin funny too. Now I live 10 miles outta town no fuckin way I can walk to work. My dad also thinks he can MAKE me do something...like force me to go to a particular college against my will simply because I live in his house...then he says if you don't I'll call the cops on you and they kick your ass out of my house. He says since I'm 20 all he has to do is call the cops and I'm kicked out of my own home what kind of bullshit is that? Even if it is true thats one low ass fuckin cop that'll actually enforce that law and not tell him off for even suggesting they do that to his son. He seems to think that since I live in "his" house he can do anything he wants to me and I can't do anything about it. It's been time for me to leave here for a long time now. I gotta admire the hell out of my sister cause once she turned 18 she just fuckin left...with nothing...went to college on her own without their help and will be graduating soon and won't need to depend on them for anything. Wish I had her guts. It's almost like my parents have made it so that I can't leave and they can keep on taking advantage of me...they didn't teach me how to drive...They don't plan on ever buying me a car, computer, anything I'd need like that...My dad feels the need to move to a new town every 2 years now...and to finish college I'd need for them to stay in one fuckin place for 4 years...now he wants to go back to college and wants me to go with him, to the same one and openly admits he plans on embarrasing me on the campus...I told him if he does that I just won't go. Maybe I should just say fuck college and just leave already....take what I can and just leave and never come back (to live that is). I know if I did leave my mom would divorce my father for sure...he's pretty much an asshole who's unbearable to live with and if I'm no longer there she'll have no reason to stay with him. He thinks he'll be able to get some young pretty new wife if she does and she'll actually put up with his shit..he lives in a fuckin dream world and needs not a rude but BRUTAL fuckin awakening. I don't even know what the fuck I'd do in college anyway no matter how much I lie to myself the ONLY thing I want to do with my life is make music..OH but they don't offer a class or a major like that in college...No they'd rather make you pay for a bunch of bullshit classes that you're never gonna even need so you have to pay them off for the rest of your life...they increase the money the steal from you by making you take bullshit test (that you have to pay for) before you can even get into college and if you don't score high enough you get put on probation..which means you have to pay for another bullshit class that you already passed with an A in highschool years ago that doesn't count towards your overall hours. Some people would just say "Just quit complaining and do something with your life." as if it was really all that fuckin simple...you're lying to yourself if you dare to say it is. Regardless no ones life is fair and I need to do something. I have big fuckin issues man...too many that I get WAY too carried away with...I'd better stop now..Lord knows how much I've written about my overall patheticness.

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