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The one guy who broke my heart in a major way caused alot of damage. He was doing drugs at the end of our relationship and ended up doing some really messed up stuff that has caused me to have huge trust issues with guys. I also have reoccuring dreams of what he did to me that just don't go away. It's like someone video taped what was happening and plays it back in my head. I hate it, but more than that I hate the fact that after four years of not talking to this guys his very memory can still bring me to my knees and cause overwhelming feelings of hate and fear within me. I hate him for that and I always will. I hope to God that as few women out there as possible have to go what I went through with him.
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"You always said destiny would blow me away. But nothing's gonna blow me away"- Something Coporate
" I do not pop pills! I take them and I eat them..."
- Foamy's friend 
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