I agree that everyone has some extent of it. I guess I maintain my self control very well and am always able to carry out a calm exterior.
It's just that sometimes I jump into it head first even though I know the consequences. And then I muck it up and wonder why I did such a stupid thing. It's amazing how right I am when it comes to knowing that its something wrong to do, and yet do it anyway.
It always happens to me when it comes to confronting someone about relationships. I know the right way to do it, but will muck it up by rushing the question too early or phrasing it wrongly, thereby pissing the other person off and me not getting a truthful answer.
Anyone else has stories of such compulsive behavior?
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