Suicide is a choice that someone else makes. It wasn't your fault, you didn't cause it to happen. He made his choice, and I seriously doubt there is anything you could have said or done to stop him.
Like, amonkie, my heart goes out to you, for feeling so terribly, please don't feel any guilt, and to his family, especially his sister, who has to remember this on her birthday for the rest of her life.
Whatever demons David had, they were his alone... You are not to blame.
Hug your friends, tell them you care about them... Let people care about you.
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Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less.
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