I was 19. I had thought about how it would be for years of course. Luckily for me my first time was perfect! It was so good that we wanted to have sex again first thing the next morning
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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