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Thanks. I was using foreplay on my ex for probably 25 minutes before we attempted sex. I really got her going, although for some reason I lose my erection while I'm going down on her.. I don't know why. It bothered my ex because I was able to really turn her on with my foreplay, but then I wasn't able to complete the job as to say. I was hoping there would be anxiety pill I could take that would remove the fear, but I guess there's not.
For some reason I feel almost disgusted when I was about to have sex with my ex. However, it wasn't even just her, it was even the previous two girls I was with. However, this previous ex was the first time I had attempted anything sexual with a gf. Nevertheless, whenever I thought about having actual sex with any of them, it felt degrading for some reason. I'm worried that this thought will always bother me. I personally don't really even care so much about sex, I really just like the whole spooning thing. On the other hand, it still bothers me a lot that I can't have sex while so many other guys have no problem with it.
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