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No you didn't sound harsh NoSoup, don't worry. I was expecting numerous replies along the same lines of yours.
I'm probably going to end up talking to her about it before him. I'm going to ask her exactly how she feels about messing around with me, and her feelings towards Nathan and I both. After that I will certainly be explaining myself and my actions to him.
Losing him as a friend isn't something I want to do, but considering what I've been doing to him I can certainly see it happening. I don't want those to be the consequences of my actions, but I'm afraid that's what is going to happen.
I'm honestly more concerned about how he'll deal with the news of her doing it though. His last relationship ended pretty badly, due to the girl being the biggest liar I've ever witnessed (worse than Bush! /duck). About a week ago I stumbled upon a blog he writes in and came to find out (AFTER Jessica and I started messing around, mind you, I can't stress that enough) that this relationship means the world to him, and he's, quote "Not sure what kind of action I would take upon myself if this relationship ended up being a waste of my time." I've talked him through a suicide attempt before, and I honestly fear that he'd do it if I came clean to him about this. Obviously if I had known any of that before hand I wouldn't have even dreamed of messing around with her.
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