MEAD, everything that you are currently going through is a stress producer. You've moved, you've changed your relationship with your SO, you broke ties with your friends. You have every possible stressor available, save losing a loved one.
It's really okay to be "moody" or exasperated when this stuff happens. True depression is anhedonia, the inability to be happy. This doesn't sound like you. This is a temporary issue, I think, so temporarily be a little funky, then re-establish your world.
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The sad thing is... as you get older you come to realize that you don't so much pilot your life, as you just try to hold on, in a screaming, defiant ball of white-knuckle anxious fury
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