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tomintroy · 11-15-2004, 05:13 PM

I can't tell you for sure why this bothers me but it's killing all my feelings toward this woman that I’ve had such a great time with. I also learned that she cheated in most if not all her relationships up till 1990. My own personal history is that I was cheated on in my marriage and could never get over it. Some of that may be the source as well as she may have had many more partners than that. In the 80's she also was quite the partier with cocaine. That seemed to have ended in 1988. So why am I wasting my time if I've so many doubts? I don't want to let go of this one if most of the problem is mine. She's also been single for 20 years after she cheated 3 months into her marriage. I’m trying to cope with this new knowledge, THAT’S WHY I’M WRIGHTING HERE! So save your fucking hostility’s!

11-15-2004, 05:13 PM	#95 (permalink)
tomintroy Upright	OK I can't tell you for sure why this bothers me but it's killing all my feelings toward this woman that I’ve had such a great time with. I also learned that she cheated in most if not all her relationships up till 1990. My own personal history is that I was cheated on in my marriage and could never get over it. Some of that may be the source as well as she may have had many more partners than that. In the 80's she also was quite the partier with cocaine. That seemed to have ended in 1988. So why am I wasting my time if I've so many doubts? I don't want to let go of this one if most of the problem is mine. She's also been single for 20 years after she cheated 3 months into her marriage. I’m trying to cope with this new knowledge, THAT’S WHY I’M WRIGHTING HERE! So save your fucking hostility’s!