I smoke it maybe 2 - 3 times a year, and only for a weekend of sex and wildness (but haven't this year at all). The reason I don't smoke it more is because it makes me totally horny (I'll stay hard the whole buzz irregardless of having sex), I get a great body buzz but my brain can't enjoy it so I get paranoid that I"ll be that way forever. I enjoy it too much and with an addictive behavior that can be the makings for a disaster if I let it.
So I'd say paranoia, plus the fact I wouldn't know where to buy it. I get it when I need it from friends and then am embarassed if I ask.
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I just love people who use the excuse "I use/do this because I LOVE the feeling/joy/happiness it brings me" and expect you to be ok with that as you watch them destroy their life blindly following. My response is, "I like to put forks in an eletrical socket, just LOVE that feeling, can't ever get enough of it, so will you let me put this copper fork in that electric socket?"
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