I guess you guys dont understand this...I dont blame you...it took me a little while to figure out what to do in this situation too.
So, i am freaking out about not knowing if I have HIV or not. I decide, well, how the hell do i know? I know one thing. If she doesnt have HIV, I probably dont have HIV. So i wanted to get her tested to see if she has it. I cant get myself tested because there is a 3-6 month window on detection.
No, this thread is definately not fake. Seems like a bad dream sometimes, but, no, its not fake.
Now the current situation is this:
She doesnt want to get for real tested because if she does, its not anonymous here in Prague. She will go "on record" and then not be able to work as a whore any more. While this is absolutely fucked up, thats how she's thinking. So i'll take her to an anonymous place tomorrow. Then if shes positive, i'll try to notify people about her, and then worry like hell about my own chances of having HIV.
We only touched with hands though, i mean if there was something on them...I cant imagine it being a lot of wetness or anything. All the doctors say its really unlikely that HIV can be passed this way.
We'll see what happens.