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I live with my parents. The only thing about getting full custody is having to take care of them all by myself, without her help anyway. I cannot rely on my parents for very long. I just don't know if I could do it. I want to be that 21 year old that goes out to bars too ya know? I was only 21 when I met her, and i did not get it all out of my system either I don't think. So having to kids all on my own is something I don't know if I can handle. Also taking them away from their mother may not be the best thing for them either, no matter how much I want to make her suffer or whatever. So I think that for now this is just going to have to be the way its gonna be.
Get this, she is thinking about quitting her job at the bar and she wants to get a job where I am working vause it pays well. She asked if it would be to weird, and I did not really care cause I think she is going to be better off here then there, but i think it might get weird if she finds a boyfriend here or something. I would hate to loose my job for kicking someones ass.
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It's hard to remember we're alive for the last time
It's hard to remember to live before you die
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